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31/01/2020: Suffering and revenge

Today was Don Bosco day. My whole secondary mates just played games today. I played pin-pona and 8 pool. I played,  and well, i lost, but it was fun. After playing,  we had time to play whatever we wanted. I chose to play basketball. I was alone, bet then a friend named Izabela came and her cousin Adi too. We played, and it was fun. The left cause they were too tired. After some time, people from 2nd of secondary came and started playing football. Some of them came and started playing basketball with me by taking the ball from me. The game was that I had to take the ball from them. I'm bad at basketball, so they laughed a lot at me. First, only 2 people came to play me, Angel and Martina. They laughed a lot at me. After some time, more people came, Maggi, Jon, Elene amd another Elene. They all made a type of circle, and made me run after the ball. They all laughed at me. They made fun of me. I fel 2 times and instead of helping they just started laughing at me It was a dark da...

15/02/2020: Loneliness

Today is Saturday. I knew that today would be a little suffering, and it was. I love my home my family. I'm 14 years old. But I have no friends. People I know just pass side by side me and don't say me anything. People from my school, people that just use me for their fun. I feel rage when I see them. I try my best to make everyone around me in school happy, but everyone just uses me or insults me.  Right now I'm watching Sendokai Champions, and I know how Lon feels. This rage inside of me starts, and gets bigger and bigger, making me the King of mean. This darkness around me is promising vengeance. I will get my revenge. I don't need them,  I am enough and everything I need.