15/02/2020: Loneliness

Today is Saturday. I knew that today would be a little suffering, and it was. I love my home my family. I'm 14 years old. But I have no friends. People I know just pass side by side me and don't say me anything. People from my school, people that just use me for their fun. I feel rage when I see them.

I try my best to make everyone around me in school happy, but everyone just uses me or insults me. 

Right now I'm watching Sendokai Champions, and I know how Lon feels.

This rage inside of me starts, and gets bigger and bigger, making me the King of mean. This darkness around me is promising vengeance. I will get my revenge. I don't need them,  I am enough and everything I need.

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